just another essay about self esteem

heyho, i brought you a good news.
gue dierima di d3 advertising Universitas Indonesia!! :D
memang melenceng dari impian awal, Hubungan International.
but this only, is exciting enough!
today's post, im not going to talk about how grateful i am to be accepted
its about those who did not.


i've been thinking guys... and i realize one thing.
i never failed.
good? no. i realize it's such a bad self esteem.
gue sering baca kisah2 sukses, dan nggak ada satupun orang super sukses yang nggak pernah gagal. they failed on the first, second, third trial, but it's worth it. what they have achieved now, wouldn't exist if they didn't fail.

i'm not saying a person like me won't succed, but one thing i know, i miss one lesson in each and every goal i made, i miss the lesson to survive, rise, and taste the true victory. sometimes, it scares me. it gets me thinking, when the time come and i fail, will i have the strength to survive?? (that's a question)

it might a bit bitter in the first, but trust me, succed after failing is the sweetest revenge you may ever taste. actually i don't deserve to say this hehe

one thing, sukses atau tidaknya sesorang bergantung pada orang itu sendiri. bukan orang lain, kondisi, pepatah lama, atau tulisan di blog anak lulusan sma :b. gue rasa, kita semua sadar dan setuju sama pepatah "gagal itu hanya keberhasilan yang tertunda". now, all we have to do is keep on believing that "that day" will come someday :), cause it definately will.